Gillian Gontard...
...is a wife, a mother and a daughter. She is a friend to some and a sister to others. She wants things to be different but she doesn't like change. The more she knows the more she knows she doesn't know anything--squared. She has a lot of fear but she's trying to live a spiritually principled life. The world to her is both beautiful and gross. She knows how to draw because it's one of the few things she's stuck with her entire life. Her dreams are vivid and often terrifying--she remembers more than she likes. She is a recovering alcoholic and it's one of the precious few things she likes about herself.

She dedicates this blog to her husband, Rich, who is, without a doubt, her one true love, and for whom she decided to stay on this planet when she had an honest-to-God opportunity to leave it once and for all.

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